Why?

you called me an actress, you told me I could act why don't you see I act everyday I fake my life, my happiness, my smiles yet you are so oblivious, Why? why can you not see, you make jibes and joke about me being emo or goth yet you don't see, is it ignorance or are you simply to busy to look closer, you are supposed to be there for me and in some ways you are and I am lucky to have you but you can never help me when I need it most, so please wake up and notice acknowledge I'm not the person you think I am